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Thursday, December 16, 2010

A lot happened.

14th December 2O1O was my last day wearing uniform.
Yes, finally, no more school, no more teachers.. no more class.
But yet, I feel a little sad for leaving my friends.

My cousin, aunt and nephews came to visit for almost a week.
We went to the crocodile farm, the zoo, and many place.
I had fun, it's been quite a while since I last feel like this.

As for my car license, my tutor and my dad seems to have a little arguement.
I hope everything goes well, I hope I'll get that license soon.
It stress me. /Sigh.

I notice that I'm no longer needed by my friends.
Everyone got someone new to hang out with.
Time to let go? I smiled, so it's finally coming to me.

xx signed off at 11:22 PM

Friday, December 10, 2010

It's getting too complicated.

I don't know how to approach the one I liked anymore.
I don't know.. /Sigh.

Now my best friend cried because something happened between me and his gf.
I wasn't the one who started it, but was it better if I never exist?

I'm so tired, I want to.. end this, end myself, if possible.
I'm so sick of these stuff, everything gets worst day by days.

I used to have strength to move on because I have him.
I know I should rely on him too much.. So I lied, I said I'm going to give up.

But the truth is.. I'm tired.. everything's making me sick.
It's too tiring, I want a break.. I'm tired of how everything are right now.

If I could make a wishes, I'd wish for him to come back.
And the second, I'd wish for my friend to be happy..
Even that means I'll need to disappear from his life, I'll do it.

Now... I'm too tired.. Someone... Save me..?

xx signed off at 5:21 AM

Tuesday, December 7, 2010

The hut.

Last night me and my family went to the hut to attend my relative's son "full moon" dinner. :/ It's a restaurant in City Mall. :3
The food there is great, but the restaurant is too small for us to get it. =A =;
So they get us table outside and told us to sit, but there's no chair for us to? ;;
~~Lack of common sense, are they telling us to sit on the floor!?~~
When we asked for some extra chair, the servant only said "Sorry, there's no more chair." So yeah, we end up standing there for a long time, until they finally get us some chairs. :C
~~Sorry, Cousin, I stole your chair! 8D ;;~~
After the meal, Jet suggest we should go for a walk outside, since no one wants to follow, we go out on our own.It was fun. xD
We keep walking in those shops in the mall talking about every products without wanting to buy it, I bet they all thought we might just buy it because we take many times to decide which product is better. xD

Nothing much happens after that, we return to the restaurant and go back home. :3

xx signed off at 5:33 PM

Monday, December 6, 2010

It's been 6 day!?

It's been six day since my last post. >A >;
I'm sorry guys, I totally forgot about my blog.~
/Begs for forgiveness. Forgive me, ~~my darlings, my wives, my...~~ my friends. ;A ;

A lot have happened in past 6 days,
My dad lost his wallet when we went out to breakfast the other day.
He's pissed, and after that, he's not in a good mood, for days.
I hope he'll be better soon, he sounds sad, why? ._.

I've been talking to Mr. Dust-Ding lately, he's fun to talk to, as usual.
I enjoy talking to him, he could put a smile on my face easily.
I don't know what is him & Claire talking about today..
Claire actually tried to put me in a box, yay, box, I mean.. no.

I don't really want to bring this up, but since Mr. Dust-Ding might be reading this..
"CHEER UP, AND SMILE, HON." I don't know, I feel like you're not really happy for past few days, please cheer up. <3
~~As I said, you're cuter when you smile. I'll just share you my rice again, K?~~
I don't know what to write about you.
But, thank you for talking to me lately, that make me happy.
Everyday is great ~~at your Junes~~ just because you talked to me~! (;
Sorry if I disappoint you, I don't know what to write.
/breaks down crying.

~~And AND! I sorry I kicked.. Nevermind.~~ Bye~ 8D

xx signed off at 4:26 AM

Tuesday, November 30, 2010

Today was crazy.

Another friend of mine passed away after he attempts to kill himself for several times, he finally left without saying goodbye.

I miss him, he was one of my bestest buddy ever.

Why do you have to go, James?

You promised you wouldn't left me, especially when I needed you!

You liar, you LIAR! How could you lie to me.. how could you?

Now, I dislike all those who doesn't cherish their lifes.

James, I'm sure you regrets it, look at your parents.

You thought they never care, but now, they all cried because of you.

But still, what happens already does. /Sigh.

I miss you, I still do, I won't stop missing you.

Your smile, your dirty jokes, the way you care for me..

Those memories you gave me remain in my heart, forever.

I love you, buddy.. Take good care of yourself in the heaven.

xx signed off at 3:56 AM

Monday, November 29, 2010

Grow up?

Today, I've been able to talk to him again.
But he's talking with Claire.
Claire, Claire, Claire.. Someone that likes to dig in my mailbox. D;<
If you ever do that again, I'll kill you, Claire. I mean it.
What does it means by "grown in person"?
Brother told me I've been doing good so far, but I didn't even realize what I did.
"Love myself for who I am."? I'll try that? xD
Brother explains that means people thinks I'm lack of confidence. o;
I should be more... confident, for myself, not for others.
Hmm, I'll try and achieve that, I'm sure I could do it if I try harder. <3
~~I'm awsome, so I knew I could do it. 8D~~

xx signed off at 6:15 AM

Saturday, November 27, 2010

Finally.

I mailed him, We talked.
The only way I could feel better, I guess.
But, what could I do next?
Nothing, right? Nothing.
I wish I have enough courage to tell him what I feel again.
But I'm afraid he would feels awkward because I bring it up again.
I'll just talk to him, again and again.
It makes me feels painful when I couldn't hold him in the way I want to.
/Sigh. I miss him, I miss him.

xx signed off at 9:35 PM