I mailed him, We talked.
The only way I could feel better, I guess.
But, what could I do next?
Nothing, right? Nothing.
I wish I have enough courage to tell him what I feel again.
But I'm afraid he would feels awkward because I bring it up again.
I'll just talk to him, again and again.
It makes me feels painful when I couldn't hold him in the way I want to.
/Sigh. I miss him, I miss him.
