I couldn't do this anymore. I miss him.
Pretending that I've already moved on was the worst plan ever.
But I don't know what to do, I'm so worried.
What if he left me even as a friend?
I'm happy enough just to be able to talk to him.
He's the only idiot in my mind for the whole time.
What am I doing? What am I gonna do?
I don't know anymore, I'm gonna crush myself, soon.
