I don't know how to approach the one I liked anymore.
I don't know.. /Sigh.
Now my best friend cried because something happened between me and his gf.
I wasn't the one who started it, but was it better if I never exist?
I'm so tired, I want to.. end this, end myself, if possible.
I'm so sick of these stuff, everything gets worst day by days.
I used to have strength to move on because I have him.
I know I should rely on him too much.. So I lied, I said I'm going to give up.
But the truth is.. I'm tired.. everything's making me sick.
It's too tiring, I want a break.. I'm tired of how everything are right now.
If I could make a wishes, I'd wish for him to come back.
And the second, I'd wish for my friend to be happy..
Even that means I'll need to disappear from his life, I'll do it.
