I mailed him, We talked.
The only way I could feel better, I guess.
But, what could I do next?
Nothing, right? Nothing.
I wish I have enough courage to tell him what I feel again.
But I'm afraid he would feels awkward because I bring it up again.
I'll just talk to him, again and again.
It makes me feels painful when I couldn't hold him in the way I want to.
/Sigh. I miss him, I miss him.
xx signed off at 9:35 PM
Sorry.
I couldn't do this anymore. I miss him.
Pretending that I've already moved on was the worst plan ever.
But I don't know what to do, I'm so worried.
What if he left me even as a friend?
I'm happy enough just to be able to talk to him.
He's the only idiot in my mind for the whole time.
What am I doing? What am I gonna do?
I don't know anymore, I'm gonna crush myself, soon.
xx signed off at 8:17 PM
Cousin.
My Cousin come over to play a day before yesterday.
He keep telling me to play the Ps2's game, named Silent Hill 4; The room.
Since I got the kick ass cheat codes, the ghost could never hurt me.
He's a bit scared everytime we play that game or telling him some ghost stuff.
But since I got the cheat, I told him it's okay.
We end up laughing when I play that game.
Silent Hill is a bit scary tho, you guys should try and search for it's story.
It's an awsome game, I've enjoy it so far, haha.
Apart from that, I've found a very scary internet game; The House.
Tell me if you're interested, I could just share the link.
